At this point in my life, i'm wondering how much my life has changed from the past 354 days ( not rely sure how many days has gone by until now ) .....and the i'm not gonna blog anything about it right now. But lets cut it short, i was living a life of a honey and it turned bitter, in other words whateva i planned according to my own will totally went off track. Yeah i'm the KIASU kinda dude. Even i won it as an open field game i feel the personal lost in my heart as if in i did not get it totally my way. Yeah i admit i was selfish this year and i think too much. But at least that what i thought, that my life has become bitter, not until a month ago when i got my year end break when i started to get back with close frenzz. That showed me, pure energy is back with me once again. For some reason, it brought me back up again and yet some situations that did not turn the way i PLANNED for such a long time brought me down again.It kept me thinking what rely went wrong on all the situations that i encountered, it seems like i captured it already in my own field of vision and as if they had an impossible escape. BLUR ???? i know it's kinda blur but thats all for the explanation until i got myself totally right just only these few days. I figured out what went wrong and got myself back in track, yeah BABE, PAPA'S back ! XD. That's number 1.
Number 2, do u believe that if u create chances for urself by not giving up no matter how many times its failes, where was WALLS once are now holes to enter and explore a new journey ? Yep the ending of this year made me feel that XD. This is like a REVIVAL energy after all the personal lost i feel that i went thru this year. Yeah and if i keep going on its gonna be never ending. HEY I TALK TOO MUCH XD ! Oh well i guess lets not beat urself on the what happen from jan to december and let BYGONES BE BYGONES and lets take lessons from this year as motivations for year 2010. The starting of year 2010 its gonna be damn tough to handle lol. I might need a consultant lol cause i know its gonna be heck tough to handle, but i gotta change it no matter what right ? and i'll make it an AWESOME year for me XD.
MESSAGE OF THE YEAR : A women is like a TEA BAG, u neva know how strong it is until it's dipped into hot water XD. BUT ......How to make it weak, add the volume of hot water and make it diluted. LOL
MAKES SENSE FOR ANY PPLE OUT THERE ? I KNOW TO ME IT DOES LOL....